i wanted to show u all more pics de..but cannot upload lei...so sian...
anyway, went out for the whole day today too! went to hangzhou zoo and some places of worship (temples)..ya..will upload pics for u all to see when blogger pictures upload starts working normally..yeah.
and i webcamed with my family(ah ma,dad n mum,Rs,my 3 uncles+2 aunties, aunt ruth n uncle daniel, cousins=esther/david/mark/damian, biaogu(dad's cousin)+leeane, who is my biao sao's daughter) during damian's 6 yrs old birthday party! this is the first time i see my family(other then dad mum n sis of course) online! and the first time i wasn't able to be part of my family's gatherings..its a little sad la..but yea, like what they say, i'll be back in 2 mths time and we can celebrate new yr together..and yes, we have so much time in the future..but still, thank God for the chance to webcam! now i really know, i miss them so much! these are the people who makes me feel loved since i was born till now..seriously from the moment i was born ok! haha.yea.for those who din know, i was delivered by my ah ma, at my ah ma hse, becuz i was too eager too to "come out" and so my mum couldnt make it to the hospital (Mt Alvernia, my birth cert printed Mt alvernia though) in time..yah lor.my ah ma sort of pulled me out by my shoulders..so i guess the 1st person i saw was my ah ma, maybe tt explains why i am so close to her..thinking of my ah ma makes me feel both warming and saddening! sigh.cuz she old le mah..someday she won;t be around..she herself say that often too..though i noe we'll still meet in heaven, but its still a little upsetting lei...but i noe ah ma would want to go and accompany ah gong, who went back to heaven 7 yrs ago..and to be with her twin sister, who is my laoyi, who passed away last year..this 2 person has been the most important people in her life..and she had experienced the pain of losing them..she is a strong lady, i must say..but i think she feels lonely deep in her heart, facing an almost empty hse (since my uncle has moved away after his wedding, and tt my 3rd uncle is out working most of the time..) everyday..think she must be missing the times when she and laoyi will chat on the phone, or the bickers that she n ah gong will occassionally have..haha.ya, now she has only her children and grand children to depend on. i noe how much she needs us.but for an old lady, think she's contended already..just by seeing that we are happy and that we can go back and eat the dishes prepared by her once in a while.still, i've promised myself that i will be filial to her and go her hse accompany her whenever i can..hope i can do smt for her! yup. thank you ah ma!
thank God for my lovely family too!
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